One year down, three more to go.
And then, off to grad school?! Yeahhh, about that.
In the meantime... Much sleep, boredom, home angst, job-searching, hanging out with people, omnomnoming, should-be-exercising, and potential employment will ensue.
ConfianceSouvenez-moi quand vous êtes plongé dans vos pensées,Confiance by UnrecognizedDisguise
quand vous avez été enveloppé dans tous les torts du monde.
Je me soucie de vous.
Et pourquoi pas? Vous êtes si cher.
Je serai toujours ici, si vous voulez de l'aide, des conseilles,
ou quelqu'une qui vous écoutera.
Tout ce que vous devez faire? -- Demandez.
Je viendrai. (Je promets!)
Mais je ne pourrais rien faire si vous ne me laissez jamais.
Alors, ayez la confiance!
N'ayez pas peur, je vous implore!
Je ne voudrais que vous me laissez essayer.
Mais seulement si vous vous fiez à moi...
DepressionI've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple.Depression by pixijane
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you will sleep until 1pm, because it's so much easier to sleep through most of the day than actually live it, and you're so unbelievably tired anyway. You will push through the day, knowing that every hour will be a struggle and not knowing how you will feel tomorrow. People will ask what is wrong, and you will simply smile and say 'nothing, I'm just tired